Month: June 2004


  • When we sometimes feel all alone,


    Our body seems it’s made of stone


    And feel we can no longer be


    Then just kneel down upon your knee.


    …Ask God


     


    When you have done all you can do,


    And nothing’s going right for you,


    When faith is waning, or not there,


    And no one even seems to care,


    … Ask God.


     


    Your heart aches for a friend in need.


    You want to help, by some good deed.


    Feeling helpless, with nothing to say,


    Just bow your head. Begin to pray.


    …Ask God


     


    When you have lost your best friend,


    You think the world will surely end,


    When love is gone – you’re all alone,


    No one to visit, or to phone,


    … Ask God.


     


    You don’t have to be so lonely.


    He’ll come to you if you only


    … Ask God


     


    When you’re so sick you want to die,


    Or you’re afraid, and don’t know why,


    You need care, like that of Mother,


    Someone closer than a brother,


    … Ask God.


     


    God never plows the soul of man,


    Without intent for His good plan.


    When you feel that plow’s sharp blade,


    Don’t let your heart become afraid.


    … Ask God.


     


    He will hear you, and will forgive,


    And give you reasons you should live.


    He loves you and He’s always there.


    His love surrounds you everywhere.


    … Ask God


     


    When we’re happy, and times are good,


    We don’t seek Him, but we should.


    … Ask God.


     


    Love From The Heart Of Fancy

  • PhuYuck  where are you my friend! I miss you and i shall worry  if i dont hear from you!


    Im still mowing yuk yuk ! It rained me out this morning and the dog gone fly’s are awful. But other then that all is well hee hee.


     


    lov and hugs fancy

  • Howdy im back lol


    Boy it was hard to leave camp this time.It was so much fun and peaceful


    I took long trail walks and met so many nice campers.I attended so many cook outs also.I feel good and rested but i wont by tonight lol.My grass is growing faster then i can keep it cut.


    I talked to Joshua and Harmony …she is so sweet and woo what  chatter she talks a mile a min. .Well ok not real talk but i understand her lol. .I wish they lived nearer but there doing whats best for them and now the Guard owns Joshua. They live in Mississippi and thats the South so yee haa! You’ll know im southern from top of my head to bottom of my feet lol.


    Im coming to visit today in between mowing my 3 acres .See you’ll in a bit!


    From the heart of Fancy


     


    No matter where life takes me
    I find a place to rest
    Within the confines of beauty
    By vistas that are blessed
     
    Each road in life I travel
    Within this world I go
    My thoughts in life are special
    For all I’ve come to know
     
    To see the different cultures
    To bask in what I find
    Knowing we are all the same
    With hearts that all entwine
     
    Our structures may be different
    Our ways hard to define
    But deep within life’s passion
    All dreams of hearts combined.
    ~ Francine Pucillo ~

  • Hello everyone


    I dont really have a blog lol im tired.Im going to take off for a few days to go camping.I get refreshed when i go camping although i feel good right now.I do believe im healthy as a good horse lol.


    Everyone take care and ill see you’ll Monday.


    From the heart of Fancy


  • Sometimes we need a place to go
    Where silence fills us with a glow
    So step into this claming scene
    Where peacefulness is so serene
     
    Water washing on the shore
    Mind and heart will now explore
    Silent times that give you rest
    These the moments you are blest
     
    Cares they seem to drift away
    In this a sacred time of day
    World is filled with so much sorrow
    But we always have tomorrow
     
    A quiet respite in this place
    Your heart and soul can ruminate
    Bringing us to gentler times
    Where peace and love can all combine.
    ~ Francine Pucillo ~



    How many times in your life have you gone to God and sought him with your whole heart for answers?I’ve been there many times indeed.I’ve spent hours on my face before God when i felt like i needed divine intervention.


    This isnt lack of faith let me tell you that!!!


    And for anyone who judges my seeking God over Joshua and Iraq as the wrong thing to do because others still have to go and others yet are still there are wrong and have never sought the will of God .When that person lays on there face for 8 to 10 hours stright seeking God they will and only then understand.No one knows but God how ive spent hours praying for Those in Iraq and every where serving American ideals. So to the person questioning my recent demise maybe you could spend some time seeking God yourself.


    I turned away from most everything not just the computer to seek God and find peace withen.


    I remember once when Joshua wanted  to go  to a party  at the lake at graduation.I knew there would be things going on there he didnt need to be around.When he was going no matter what i thought i simply prayed….God stop that car in it’s tracks because he doesnt need to be there at that party.15 min’s later i got a call Mama my car is broken down can you call a tow truck and come get me.Of course i did but not until i thanked God for answering my prayers! When i got there i cranked the car and we drove it home. I told Joshua of my prayer and let me tell you he tells that story with great conviction to others.God answers sincere prayer.And sometimes you have to break thru all the demons that hell has to get a prayer through.But thats my walk with God and he called me to pray and seek him in trying times as  well as those not so trying.


    Dear xanga friends ill be around to visit soon i have to clean this house today because i let most of my work inside go for working outside .


    From the heart of Fancy


    Thank you to those of you who stood by me and prayed for me durning this time!

  • The word says i can do all things thru Christ which strengthens me……but Jesus prayed let this cup pass from me….but for the will of God to be done.This is how i pattern my prayers i petition and then tell God i would rather his will be done.


    I prayed God i dont think i can handel Joshua going to Iraq.But that if it were what happend i would try to trust him meaning God!.


    Ive waited for a call from Joshua and it looked like none was coming.He knew for 2 weeks almost that he wasnt going to Iraq but hadnt called to tell me.Maybe God didnt want me to hear until i got ready to turn things over to him and trust him.


    Joshua called his moa has been changed to radar and communications.And he is stationed permently in Jackson Mississippi.Joshua will not be going to Iraq , at lest not for now who knows if ever.


    Did i pray him out of Iraq?


     

  • What is a Mother


    I can only gage this by remembering my own Mother.


    As a mother myself i dont know the feeling unless i can count the children i raised.I raised my nieces and nephew as my own.I was  Mama, Granny  and friend to all 6 of them.I was not perfect except in love.I love them all with alll my heart.I was taxie driver , laundress and cook to them all as there parents worked.I was Mama to the ones whose Mothers had left them and Granny to the ones that needed a Granny.


    I guess i was closer to Joshua and BJ but they needed me most for so long.You see my sister mama never learned how to be a Mama.But i took up the place so she was in hog heaven letting me do it.She was my Mother not my Mama. My Granny though i didnt know it was my Mama.not my granny  As i was born from there daughters messed up right? No we were a normal.Finding that out was hard for me.But ive learned to deal with it.


    A mother like Jesus ; loves at all time’s! Also stands ready to be a teacher and leader to there children.I taught my little ones to love and forgive and to know what respect was.I instilled love and respect into a child and reared into the man what God would have me to. So i thank God the Man Joshua will remember to do always the right thing.


    But ive never been a mother inlaw but if i had i would hope for the love to spill over into the relationship! But it hasnt and i dont know what ive done to deserve such disrespect from Desi.I wish Mama was here to help me with this.


    I think the problem is Desi never had her Mother with her and only had her older brother.And he let her do as she wanted.So Desi never knew what it was like to have a Mother.This is not Desi’s fault.I plan to try to do better and wait for Desi to come around.I will love her no matter how hard she trys to make it.I didnt say agree , but ill disagree withen myself and not out spoken lol.I think when rebellion walkes in , Mothers put there foot out lol. But never does a Mother stop loving and showing that love.Even in the worst of times.That i learned from my Mama !


    I shared my thoughts today , exceptance not needed or required.


    As always love from the …. Heart of Fancy

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    Well here i sit and i still haven’t heard a word from Joshua. Im not going to guess what’s going on but i bet it starts with Desi.Oh well i’ll have to wait until he he decides to call me.I have found out the special opps cant tell where there going and that scares me more.


    I tried to be a good mother to Joshua i raised him as if he were mine and i know i was always there for him and he never went hungry or dirty and he never had to say he didnt know where i was at ..ever.


    I dont know why desi has to cut me out of there life and for Joshua to go along with it doesnt make sense to me.So yes i feel awful and hurt but i forgive easy and if they ever need me im here as always.


    The baby is growing sue told me she went out to visit them and Haymony was fat as a little hog she said lol.Im glad they put her on a bottle.We know now she isnt going hungry.I cant figure out why desi wouldnt feed the baby enough when she was nursing but she wasnt and the baby cried all the time.Now she is happy as can be sue told me.Good thing i wasnt around you’ll i would have had a fit to see that baby hungry all the time.Yes theres bad blood between me and desi over the baby but thats just the way i am.I cant take seeing a baby mistreated.and desi cant take anyone telling her anything.Yes all in all ive been pretty good because i know the truth !


     


    Harmony April 5th.


     


     


    Harmony only 3 weeks later . see how she grew after she was put on a bottle.


     


    I dont know when ill visit you’ll im sorry i havent but ive been torn  with worrie.You’ll know i trust God but im human and ill give myself that one.Please take care and ill work thru this sooner or later …love as always .


    From the heart of Fancy

  • You’ll know im waiting to find out when and where Joshua is going with the 279th. All i know is he is special opps so im a bit  out of things for right now .Im going to close my site for right now because i cant keep my mind on anything right now.


    Love you’ll i’ll be back when i feel better ok!


     


    God Bless The USA.


    And God bless the


    Tennessee National Guard 279th.D co.


     they all leave June 11th..


    My heart and my prayers go with them!


    animation by  pepsiluver

  •  This is me i have the summer time joy!


    I wish you everyone summer time happiness!


    Spend some time today making someone smile and this will brighten your day!


     Your all  beary special to me.


    Love and hugs fancy!


    now i got to mow the yard lol